Balance

I lost

A friend

I found

Another

Is it

The Same?

Ya Got Something On Ya

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I Am Here, But I Am Not

Draw the line between dreams, realities and nightmares. What you dream for is not always what is best for you. Your reality does not always inspire you. Your nightmares do not always have the ability to make you truly afraid.

I dream about summer. I want to get up in the morning and have it be 80 degrees. I want to organize my schedule as I please. I want to go to go swimming at night. I want feel as if there's is nothing I need to do. I want to be with my friends and ignore others. But it is no longer summer, and it is not healthy to live in the past.

My reality: I am senior in high school. Does it get scarier? I hope not. But what is my nightmare? What do I truly fear? I fear regret. I fear spiders, not just the big ones but also the little ones. I fear loosing touch. But, none of these fears actually matter. How, though, do you decide what matters and what does not?

A Fine Line

When do our dreams become reality and when do our realities become nightmares? When can we wake up and be completely content with our lives? When can we go to sleep and have no worries? When do we realize what we have is not what we want? When do fight for what we have lost? When do we take responsibility for something we did not do? When do we grow up? When do we finally decide?